with or without a destiny, part 1: home sweet misery

Illustration by Disha Iris Lundberg.

She was born under a lucky star on a lucky day, even the hour was a lucky one, at least that is what her village elders were chittering and chattering about every time she walked by. Well, if her destiny was to be an idiot-village-girl in an idiot-village, she was on the fast track to fulfil her destiny.  Aniyata, as all other girls and boys in the village, got up by the sounds of the cock and first glimpses of the sun. She milked cows and fed chickens, milled grains and stacked hay, picked fruit and spread dung in the fields, all until evening came and the bed seemed soft even while being made of wood with a few strands of hay. She could just not see the great destiny in all this, for she had heard the tales of great heroes, also said to have great destinies. They had swords and armour, fighting monsters and evil kings, they were handsome, wealthy and the blood in their veins was blue like the sky. She had a thin stick to chase the chickens and goats, the only monsters she faced was in her own mind, the closest she came to an evil king would be her own father nagging about how slow she did her duties, she was covered in mud every day, so she could not see if she was beautiful or not and her blood was red like the rose, for she had seen it many times.

It was her grandmother that used to tell her tales before she went to sleep, but she died when Aniyata was only five winters old. Memories of the tales was all she had left, for her father and mother were much to busy to tell childish stories. She thought of the stories, tried to tell them to herself and they continued in her dreams. For a long period all she could think of was the magnificent places, she wanted to see them all. She wanted to wander the woods of Yra, follow streams and hidden paths made by deer and wolves, listen to the birds tell their tales. To see the fabled city of Orgamon and the kings golden palace. To see the great towers of Indaron and the mother of all rivers, the great lake Escaria. She wanted to see the dragons surge above the great mountains of the south, the horse people ride across the western planes and the lazy bears of the eastern jungles. Every evening she prayed to her ancestors, her grandmother and any gods willing to listen, that this great destiny of hers should lead her to at least one of those places, but it seemed like no one were listening. Days, weeks, months and years went by, the child became a teenager and slowly the stories faded from her mind. Instead her mind was filled up with every-day-problems and every time some of the few surviving elders chattered about her destiny, she brushed it off as legends and fairy tales. Her life became grey, her dreams faded and the old stories blurred. She was doing everything mechanically and without inspiration or much effort and like that more time passed and the teenager became a young woman.

One day her father summoned her for a talk, she was surprised of this, for he never summoned her like this. Usually he came screaming and yelling about her laziness and unwillingness to do proper work, but this time he even seemed a bit polite. They both sat down in the shades of their centre yard tree and with a calm voice he said: “Now you are no longer a child, you are a woman and a woman needs a man. Therefore I have decided that you shall be married before the next full moon to Borkur Bendelson. His family is more wealthy than us and has said yes to our proposal”.  Aniyata’s heart nearly stopped, she knew this day soon would come but had ignored all such thoughts. She had seen Borkur several times when going to the market, in her eyes this man was nothing but a stupid, strong bully. She could remember that he used to push her into the mud when she was younger. Her body shivered on the thought of being his wife. “No way I am getting married to a dumb ox like that” she thought to herself, but she could see no way of escape. Once a marriage proposal was given, there was no way to recline it, such a thing would bring shame to the whole family. They might even be chased away from the village, have their farm burned to the ground and their animals taken by the other villagers. Marriage was serious business in this village. Aniyata nodded obediently and went straight to bed, crying, thinking and worrying about her future. As she fell asleep her dreams led her back to the old tales her grandmother used to tell and when she woke up there was one word that was stuck to her mind: Destiny. She hardly did any work the next day, her main task was to gather herbs in the forest, but she came home with only a handful as she spent most of the time sitting on a rock, pondering her own destiny.

A few days later her father approached her again: “You have to come with me to Yarmish tomorrow moring, for we have to prepare for the wedding. We must buy clothes for you and gifts for your new family”. Yarmish was the neighbouring town, positioned right by the great river that flowed thorugh the whole realm. The river was huge at this time of year as all the snow was melting in the mountains far to the east, this river had been strengthened by many smaller rivers and streams joining it. This was the fastest way to travel throughout the region. You could reach nearly every village and far away town by boat. Unfortunately the river stretching from her village to Yarmish was much to small and shallow for travelling by boat, so the journey took almost half a day by horse and cart. They had packed all they needed for the journey and all the items they were to sell in the market. They also had to bring their breeding bull to sell, so they could afford all they were to buy. The ride was a bumpy one, the rain that had pounded them the last few weeks had made large holes in the already bumpy forest road. Several times they had to push the cart out of mud holes and one time the bull almost escaped.

First thing on the program was to sell the bull, that was also the easiest part of the program. The bull was a mighty and strong one, renown to be one of the best breeding bulls in the area. It did not take long before people started to overbid one another and the sale ended with more money than Aniyata had ever seen, a large pouch filled with shiny silver coins. Her father stuck his hand deep into the pouch and took out a handful of coins. “Here, daughter! Go buy yourself some magnificent clothes and gifts for your mother in law. I have some other things to take care of.” Aniyata took the coins and put it in her own small pouch, barely large enough to hold all the coins, and strode towards the cloth stands at the other end of the market. She only got half the way when the thought struck her, a thought that felt as the best idea she ever had and at the same time the most scary one. She stopped in her path starring into the empty air while her thoughts and emotions were having a huge internal fight.

to be continued..

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with or without a destiny – forewords

Illustration by Disha Iris Lundberg.

This is an ongoing story. I will post one chapter at a time and make up the story along the way. I actually have no idea of what is going to happen next in the story, though I have some ideas for the ending.

When writing like this I might have to change previous posts so the story does not have huge holes or conflicting story lines. Some times parts might even be moved from one chapter to another. This is an important part of the process, that might confuse a few readers, but that is necessary for the completion of the whole story. I will try and comment in each chapter if I make big changes, that will hopefully help you a bit. If it confuses you too much I suggest you wait until the story is proclaimed finished.

My first goal is to finish the story after 10 or less chapters, I’m giving myself this limit to make sure I don’t take off on endless description, but cuts right to the chase. But if the story demands it I will write more (or less).

You are all free to comment each chapter and to make suggestions for the story line. I can not promise you that I will use these suggestions.

All the chapters will be listed here and can be found through the ..destiny category. First part can be found here: part 1 – home sweet misery

Enjoy!


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scared rabbit v 2.0

Once Rabbit were grassing on the plains and enjoying the fresh grass of the spring. Rabbit had no worries and was so happy that he had managed to get to the other side of the fence where the grass truly was greener. Chewing the tasty grass, his thoughts wandered to think of all the female rabbits he was soon to conquer. Fox was happy to, for he had managed to break into the local farmers chicken roost a few days earlier and now he had a huge storage of delicious food, spring was such a good time of the year. Fox was wandering alongside the fence, actually just to find a good spot to rest, and spotted Rabbit. Fox thought to himself: “Well, my storage is full and so is my stomach, but the winter has been hard, why not indulge in a small rabbit meal as well?” Fox first used his magnificent ability to sneak, and when he was right behind Rabbit, with the wind to his face, he made a leap to catch Rabbit with his paws and jaw. At the same moment Rabbit saw movement from the corner of his eye, his thoughtstream was broken and he jumped to the side and fled towards his hole. The chase was on, Fox leaping towards Rabbit and Rabbit jumping from side to side. Now and then Rabbit could hear and feel Fox’s breath on his back and every time he increased his speed, all the way to Rabbit’s hole.  Rabbit leapt in to his hole, but Fox was too big to fit into it, for he had eaten so many of the local farmers chickens and he almost got his head stuck, luckily he managed to pull his head out and since Fox was not that hungry and a bit tired after the chase,  he walked off to take a nap. Rabbit was so scared that he crept down to the inner most part of his hole and tried to dig deeper while breathing rapidly and shivering with fear. In fact Rabbit was so scared that he dared not go to even see if Fox was by the hole. Days went and Fox found other animals to chase, but no one ever saw Rabbit anywhere, for he had starved to death, to scared to even listen to his body’s cry for food.

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the oldest man with the oldest secret

Once upon a time in a far distant land, there was a very old man, he was in fact so old that no one remembered anything else than this man being old. His name was known throughout the realm and many came to visit him, all came to ask his secrets to his long life.

A young adventurer came to this village, this was no ordinary traveller, but a prince from a magical realm. He was both handsome and strong, but his knowledge and wisdom was even greater. But there were limits to his knowledge: nor he or any from his land knew the secrets to a long life. No magic had ever been strong enough to tackle the force of old age and now this prince came to the old man to ask him how he have withstood the ageing.

The adventurer approached the old man, bowing deeply and with respect and honour in his voice he said: “Dear Old man, I am a traveller from the land beyond the rising sun, by the other end of the rainbow. My people are full of knowledge and wisdom, but still I have come to you, for you seem to be the wisest of all. ” The old man grinned, for he knew exactly what the adventurer was to ask next, he scratched his long grey beard and said “Stop with the bragging and the flattery, I care not for such pretty words. I will tell you, boy, what you need to know. But believe me when I say that you won’t like it at all ” The adventurer looked at the old man with surprise in his eyes and just as he opened his mouth to speak the old man continued: “You may forget all your precious knowledge, all the wisdom you think you possess, because the answer is so simple that you will not understand it otherwise. But first we have to eat”. The old man limped away, with support from his crooked cane and signalled for the adventurer to follow him. After a short walk he stopped by a old house. The house was so old and torn that it barely seemed to stand by it self. The roof was poorly thatched and the door barely hanging on the hinges. The old man took a seat on an old rotten log, by a wooden table that was resembling more a stack of firewood than an actual table, he asked the adventurer to sit on the log besides him. The adventurer brushed off the log and sat carefully down, as if the log was full of sharp spines. “You see, there are two simple rules to follow to become as old as I am. The first rule, you know of already: Food!” The old man grinned even wider and then put his index fingers in his mouth and whistled loudly, not long time after an old woman came out from the house, bearing a large tray full of meat and vegetables. She seemed almost as old as the old man and the adventurer stared at her wondering how she could be able to carry that large tray with such a crooked back and when he saw her wrinkly face clearly, he nearly fell backwards off the log. The old woman put the tray on the table and limped her way back in to the house. “This is what I am talking about, young boy. No one will live for long without it, now let us eat”. The old man grabbed a piece of meat and took a huge bite. The adventurer looked at the huge pile of food and hesitated before he took a much smaller piece and a moderate bite. The meat was tastier than he had ever tasted before, it did not take long before he took as big pieces and big bites as the old man. They both ate until there was nothing left on the tray. The old man dried off his mouth with his already greasy sleeve and then he said: “Well, food was the first rule. But the second rule is something that will baffle you a bit”. He paused a bit and exclaimed:  “Water! I never drink water”. At the same time the adventurer tasted the salt in his mouth, the food was tremendously salty and all he wanted was a glass of water. The old man said: “If you can live with that strange wisdom, then you will live to be older than I am”. The old man humped into his rusty old house and closed the door, at least as good as that door could be closed. Had the adventurer stayed for a while and not rushing to the nearest tavern, then he would have heard loud ringing laughter from the old man’s house, but instead the young adventurer ended up drinking his mind out on beer to put out his thirst. Whether he lived to be old, died young or drunk himself to death, the story tells nothing about. One thing is for sure, the old man got be be much older and every time someone asked for his secret he would teach them about the rules of food and water, because the truth was that fun and laughter was the answer to his long life.

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scared rabbit

Once Rabbit were grassing on the plains, Fox spotted him. Fox first used his magnificent ability to sneak, he was right behind Rabbit with the wind to his face and made a leap to catch Rabbit with his paws and jaw. But Rabbit was so much quicker than Fox, at the same moment Rabbit saw movement from the corner of his eye he jumped to the side and fled towards his hole. The chase was on, Fox right behind Rabbit and Rabbit jumping from side to side, all the way to Rabbit’s hole. Fox was too big to fit in to that hole, for he had eaten all the local farmers Chickens, so he almost got his head stuck. Fox was not that hungry, so he walked off to take a nap, while Rabbit was so scared that he crept down to the inner most part of his hole and stayed there for a very long time. In fact Rabbit was so scared that he dared not go to even see if Fox was by the hole. Days went and Fox found other animals to chase, but no one ever saw Rabbit any where, for he had starved to death, to scared to even listen to his body’s cry for food.

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